Happy New Year 2009

Happy new year 2009 guys...

What's your new year resolution??

What's my new year resolution??

I haven't thought about it yet...

Maybe hope the best in life...

Be a better person...

Goodbye 2008...

Hello 2009...

认错

回来了嘛。。
觉得说错话该认错。。
该不该原谅呢？？

之前受过的伤痕。。
就因为你那句对不起，就应该原谅吗？？
我不知道该这么做决定。。
该狠吗？？
该原谅吗？？

伤口可以一瞬间的不见吗？？
恨可以一瞬间的忘记吗？？
做不做得到也是个问题。。

该不该原谅你？？
认错。。
认错了，有多大不了。。

I'll think about it????????

Today...13 Dec 2008
A very fucking shit day....shit like hell

A guy ask something from me but then i answered him I'll think about it
and now today i answered him about accepting his favor...instead he answered me back "I'll think about it????"

What the ASS fucking was that...??
Shit ass
I was so fucking pist about it when i heard him answer..
feeling like slapping him in the face....

And now he might think I'm desperate.....
Desperate...??
Me..??
To him..??
not in a million fucking years...

Listen good "you"
I'm taking back what i said to you...
You can forget about it....
Ass Hole....
Go find somebody else to fit those shoes....

Sooner,later or now??

Soon??
Later??
Now??
When??

Is too early to accept...
Will it be too late??
Or is it now??
So when??

I think never...
But still think can..
Never be now...
Then when??

Asking...
Searching..
Hunting..
The End???

NOTHING....

Is it true about guys??

21 things girls don't realize about guys
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?..uh...never mind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know somethings up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life

这样就没了。。

这样就没了。。
明明想说个明白，但却为了面子还是说不要。。

明明喜欢，却要装酷酷的样子。。
明明喜欢，却不敢追求。。
明明喜欢，却不顾一切的伤我和他的心。。

今天（14 NOV 2008)。。
他寄个讯息到我手机去。。
说他很抱歉昨天说了些蠢话。。
他也说他很想与我有个比朋友跟进一步的发展。。
也希望我能原谅他。。

我回复：“原谅了你又这么样？？结果会如何？？我不知道。。我只知道我的心很伤，伤透了。。”
他回复：“我不知道原谅了会有什么结果，我只知道我的心只有你。我和XXX只是口头上的情侣。”
我也回复：“我不知道，我不想要有任何有你的关系在我身边，我们就罢了吧。”
他的最后一句是：“噢，如果那是你要的，我也不会勉强你。对不起，再见。”

那就是我们的最后的对白。。
简单，伤心。。
我们这样就没了。。
真的没了。。

就是个小小的代替品

知道了，还装着不知道。。
明明能回避，但选择相信。。
明明能不回应，却选择了回答。。

他，是个普通男生。。
她，是那个普通男生的女友。。
而我，暗恋那个普通男生。。

我和他是在同一个学校，同一个科系，同一个课室的朋友。。
我和他相遇是在我们面对学校同学入选的面试。。
就是那天他“勾引”了我的瞩目。。
也没想到今天会和他是同学呢。。

日子慢慢得过，我们俩也暧昧了起来。。
日子慢慢得过，我们俩感情也深了不少。。
日子慢慢得过，我们俩打算面对我们彼此的感情了。。

直到要面对时，他告诉我一个天大雷劈的事情。。
就是他有女朋友了。。
但却说没了感情。。
我该相信吗？？

直到今晚（13 NOV 2008)。。
我很坦白地问他：“我是不是你女朋友的代替品。”
他也很坦白的告诉我：“是。”

那时候的我的心情是盲目的。。
是一片空白。。
就想死尸一样，没感觉了。。

代替品，能吗？？
代替品，行吗?？
代替品，想得通吗？？

Satisfied Day

Today 10 November 2008
Today we got our Falsafah Seni performance exam at Black Box,Aswara.
Our group named Water De Vgoe..
Our philosophy for today's performance was about the need in water...

Our performance started with a dark atmosphere..
Then a yellow light lighted on the center stage...
Slowly comes the music....
1 by 1 dancers (including me) came out doing movements symbolize torture without water (imagine yourself).
I was coupled with a guy dancer named Fitri...
We started with a slow walk to the center stage,I was on his shoulder...
Slowly we all came to the center and start our choreography...
At the end of the choreograph,I stood on Fitri's knee as an ending of all of us reaching for the Rain God for more water...

Finishing our performance,Pn.Ani,our falsafah seni lecturer said our piece was excellent and fantastic...
We were all shocked and happy...
And she said this piece can go for JAMU...OMG..
We were so happy cause we know our effort was never wasted...
We sweat our buds out for practice...
We stay out late for practice...
And it was all worth it...

Our teammates (water De vgoe)
Fitri-leader
Suhaib-choreographer
Christine,Michelle,Suhaib,Fitri,Taufek,Mizan and Nirmala-dancer
Taufek and Fadhila-Music

Thanks guys...
Without you guys we will never have a great show...

找你笨（广东话）

找你笨。。
我还真的是笨叻。。
每次做错决定。。
有时真的会对自己发脾气。。
因为本尊笨。。。

不了解，为什么我就不能再聪明一点点吗？？
不了解，为什么就不能用点脑筋呢？
答案就是有一个，那就是本尊笨。。

Crush or crushed

Crushes....love....life....
I have a crush on somebody
But that somebody got a red string tied on to a girl (meaning have g/f)
I cannot believe myself...
I like somebody that got a g/f

He treats me nice..
He treats me gentle...
He treats me well...
But end up with a tragic story about him having somebody else...

Crush or crushed...??
I don't know...
I think he treats me like his scandal....

Scandal....
How can I accept being his scandal...??
Is a no way...
But sometimes being his scandal is better than nothing...
Being his scandal can get me close to him...
But.....is that what I want...??
Do I deserve all these...??
I really don't know...

Every time, I purposely talk about his g/f
He's like "...ya...so...","...ya,I miss her"
Those words kills me...
Jealousy...selfish....
I don't know

To like him or not to like him....
That's the question I'm asking myself...

3 surprises 4 him..

I gave him 3 surprises...^^
....haha....you will never know how stupid it was...
2 surprises were given on the same day (27 Oct 2008)
The 1st surprise I gave him was yo let him see my foot got hurt...
haha...when he saw my foot was bandage..he was shocked..and he scolded me and said that was not a surprise,it was bad news for him..haha..should I be happy about that...??
The 2nd surprise was my birthday present to him...
I bought him 3 t-shirts...
Why bought t-shirts..??
Because he kept complaining he don't have any proper shirts...
and still he said he got a lot of commercial T's...My God..so i bought 3 instead of 1...and is not commercials T's...
The 3rd surprise i gave him was today (1 Nov 2008)
It was the last night of our dance faculty..
And he said he really wish that I could go to see him perform tonight...
But then I lied to him and said I was busy...(Actually it's a lie)..haha
Then he said he's upset and wish i could go...T-T
I went silently to the performance for preventing him to know i'm coming...
When the time he's performing,he saw me sitting there and shocked for a few seconds...
haha...that's the moment I laughed because his expression was cute...
And i surprise him once again....haha..how good am i in surprising people...??
When he finish performed,he came and greets me and said that he was surprised....

I will never forget the way he react to my surprises....
haha....^^
My surprise will never fade...
it will keep on going...haha...

放弃吧。。

还是放弃吧。。
不想想太多。。
就只好在他背后默默的支持他。。
在他所做的决定下支持他。。

一定很奇怪，明明昨天忧郁着他的问题。。
但我却在短短时间内说要放弃了。。
发生什么事呢？？

就是今天（30 Oct 2008)
事情发生了。。
他对我身边的朋友说他对我只是纯粹的喜欢而不是爱。
喜欢，不是爱。。
我该说什么。。
就只好放弃啦。。
你会说我不坚持，说我放弃得太快，问我为何不尝试告白。。

因为我害怕。。
我害怕我会掉下山崖。。。
我害怕我会遭遇同个问题。。
我害怕被拒绝。。

对不起，我真的不想回想以前我对XXX事情。。
真得很对不起。。

Lost

I'm lost...
I'm lost my way to my future...

I had a nice chat with 1 of my dance instructors today (29 Oct 2008)..
And he told me about what is "dance" and all kinds of other bullshit..
Until the end of our conversation,I became lousy...
I got no idea where I'm heading my way to...
My road was straight before he talk to me..
But after our conversation,my road became more bumpy..

I don't know what to do now...
I'm lost..
Am I not choosing my correct path nicely..??
Was I wrong..??
Should I change...??

What should I do...??
What action should I take...??
What conclusion should I make...??

Should I listen to him..?
Should I trust him...??
Should I believe him...??

Can I believe in what i believe...??
Can i not forget what i learn before...??
Can somebody slap my face and wake me up...??
Can I just have a time to relax to think..??

I don't know...
I DON'T KNOW...!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lost

该不该？？

该不该对他有感觉？？
该不该喜欢他？？
该不该默默的守候着他？？
该不该关心他？？

这些疑问已在我脑海里团团转了好久，好久。。
这些疑问已在我嘴边出现了不少。。
这些问题已当上了我生活习惯的一部分了。。

你说啊。。
该不该勇敢地对他说出我的心声？？
该不该对他发出吃醋的样貌？？

好矛盾。。
好白痴。。

每当他靠近我，他都说是个安慰。。
每当他牵起我的手，他都说是朋友。。
每当他对我说悄悄话，他都说是平面的对话。。

喜欢他是我一厢情愿。。
我也知道我们是没有将来的。。
每次听见有关于他的伴侣的消息，我的心情就如从天堂掉到地狱去。。
对，没错。。他有了恋人。。
所以喜欢他是我一厢情愿。。

难道他感觉不到吗？？
难道他在逃避我？？
难道他知道了，只是在我面前装傻？？

我好矛盾。。
求求你，不要对我这么好了。。
我不知道该不该对他好一点？？

该不该装傻嘛？？
该不该离开吗？？
只有时间才会告诉我答案。。

女孩应该原谅男孩的10个地方

1 如果你喜欢他就告诉他，即使他拒绝了，也不会丢面子，因为在他心里，会因为你的真情而非常非常感激你。

2 如果他喜欢你，要明确告诉他你对他的感情，喜欢就是喜欢，不喜欢就是不喜欢，千万不要怕伤害他而忧郁不决，不要让他等到最后才受到抛弃，因为男孩子的心一旦碎了就很难很难再好起来。

3 男孩子也有自己的脾气，只是因为爱你而压抑着，不要总是任性，有时他们的决定也很有道理.

4 男孩子莫名的向你发脾气，那时因为爱你，把你当成最亲，最贴心，最有安全感的人，千万不要冲他发脾气反击，静静的等着，等他消气后满怀后悔来抱你。

5 他为你准备的东西，即使再难看，再廉价，也要去珍惜，因为那里面融汇着他整晚的思绪。

6 相信他给你多么多么美好的生活，要给他鼓励，因为鼓励会让他创造奇迹。

7 不要总是打探他去哪，告诉他注意安全，你会等着他就可以。

8 不要总说~我爱你~，他会半真半笑着说你烦，但不要不说，因为有时候，他们比女孩子更需要这句。

9 他为你掉眼泪了，那么他是真的非常爱你，珍惜他的每一滴泪，不要道歉，不要安慰，握着他的手，默默的为他擦去泪滴。

10 要信任他，他爱你，就什么都不会骗你，即使真的有欺骗，也是为让你们的爱情能够永远不离不弃。

为什么??

我能体会到放弃自己喜欢的人的痛苦。。
我也体会到自己喜欢的人不睬你的痛苦。。
但我会尽力的放弃他。。

但为什么就你不能放弃我？？
为什么你要一直缠着我不放？？
为什么你就不能接受我们不会有将来的念头？？

你一直这样的缠着我，反而会使到我更加讨厌你。。
现在只要我接到你的电话或讯息，就想把电话给甩爆。。
现在只要看到你，我就想要宰了你。。

讨厌你的程度已到达了一个限度。。
你能不能不要再骚扰我了？？
求求你。。
我对你已经是死心塌地了。。
就拜托你，不要再骚扰我了。。
好不好？？

Updating my blog for once...

Hey guys...
I'm updating my blog now...ok..?

It's quite sometimes now i didn't update my blog...
that's why my friends kept asking me :"hey,why didn't you update for blog?"
or :"what's a blog for anyway??"

haha...ya..i agree...i have to find time to update it...
actually..to be honest...
i got many to type on my blog but didn't have the time or i'll forget what i want to type...

keep in track and don't forget about it......
i'll try my bes,ok guys...??^^
give me some faith here....

自私

自私这两个字是令我最反感的两个字。。
人类的自私是世界上常见的其中一个人为。。

尤其是在有尽争真的市场上，自私就常见。。
为什么呢。。？？
为什么自私会在我面前出现。。？？
我最恨死的行为就拼命的出现。。

为什么我会提起这件事呢？？
“他/她 ” 就出现了。。
不但是自私，就连我觉得他/她在利用我。。

朋友是这样的嘛？？
如果你说这是现实的世界，我就会说这世界真残酷。。
朋友是这样的嘛？？
这是失望，伤心。。

难道朋友就不会管你死活嘛。。
只要你有利用的价值，他/她会对你好好的。。
一旦你没了利用的价值，他/她会把你恨恨得丢一边。。

只要你面对过，朋友对你而言是残酷的。。
只要遇到对的人，友情就会长久。。

友情。。唉。。

Heart Broken

We all know that love is something that's hard to understand..
We all know the feeling of love hurts more than anything..
We all know girls feel heart broken when love left us...

But do you all know there is something way more painful than love..??
That's friendship...
When your best friend say that you lie to her and saying wants you to regain your trust back..??
That's the moment hurts the most...

I care my friends more than i care about my love life..
Friends is so important to me that I'll do rather anything to help them when they are in trouble..
We can't find hard core friendship anywhere now...

Friends is somebody you talk your secrets to..
Friends is somebody you talk your dreams to...
Friends is somebody you practice your favorite things together..

She's the friend that's helps me in any way for my dreams..
We help each other with situation..
We always talk about things we like..

And now that friendship is gone..
Will never regain the trust back no matter how hard we try...

I won't blame "HER"...
"She" wants to spoil our friendship so be it...
If my friend believe her than me,she's not my best friend anymore...

Heart broken,not because of love but Friendship...

24 September 2008

Today o the 24 Sep 2008...
I have my 1st major ballet exam,Inter foun...
nervous n anxious to finish up everything...
and at last is all over...
i finish my exam and can breathe easily...haha...

good luck to my friends that are going to face their major exam,intermediate...
on the 29 Sep 2008...
good luck to them and all the best..


P/S finish the exam really can ease the stress...haha..

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for not being brave in life...
I really wanted to be with you...
You are a great guy but i can't afford to have you with me....
Is because of our religious,skin and people that's been stopping me to be with you...
I'm not as brave as you are...

I'm really sorry..
Please forgive me..
I'll remember you in my heart forever...

Differences

Different....
Can somebody different from another be together...??
Can a cat and a mouse be friends...??
Can the Moon and the Sun be one forever...??

Something had happened...
I met something/somebody that was different than me....
I don't know whether i can accept the fact that the differences between it...
I'm afraid that weird thoughts and sights from people....

Can something/somebody different be together...??
I'm such a crazy thinker...
I feel that sometimes i care others thoughts too much...
But seriously,can differences stop us from thinking about others...??
I want to think just for myself...
I want to try to stop think about others....
I want what's good for me...
And I know is going to be tough...

So You Think You Can Dance Season II

So guys....
What you think of this years So You Think You Can Dance..??
Any comments...??
Hrm...I have to say I had discovered Malaysians true talent in the world of performing...
And also....there are more to be discover in Malaysians..
The contestants this year are very much different than last year's contestants...
This year's top 20 are all talented,well trained dancers....
We got Billy and Cecilia,Ballroom Dancers...
We got Raymond,Fairul,Hanapi,Sim,Ray,Chee Wei,Samantha and Belalang,Contemporary Dancers...
We got Sly,Black,Hong,JoJo,Zen,Hip Hop dancers...
We got JDa and Farah,Ballerina...
We got Viv and Zef,national gymnast...
We got Sarah,belly dancer...
All of them are talented.....
Among all...I admire the most is Sim and Black...
Both of this two dancers are amazing dancers...
They can do all sorts of dance...They can do all the choreographies really well....
I have seen Sim did Latin (Cha Cha Cha),lyrical hip hop,contemporary...all of them are good...
I have seen Black did hip hop,malay contemporary....also a thumbs up....
I really hope one of them can win....win 8tv's schlorship for performing arts...
To help Malaysia win our performing arts image...
And show the world that Malaysia can too dance in pride...
Vote for them...
Every Thrusday...8tv...9:30 p.m...
Don't miss it....

Finally...

Finally...
You are here...
I had waited for you for a long time...
You didn't disappoint me...
And I didn't disappoint myself too...
Thank you Aswara...Thank you for accepting me...
Because of you...
I'm closer to my future..
I'm closer to my dreams..
I'll give 100% of myself to accomplish it...
I'll never fail you...
I'll never fail my parents..my sister & brother...
They gave me support...Thank you..
And I also want to thank God for giving me the chance to accomplish my goals...
Nevertheless,I too want to thank my friend Han Jing...
For giving me advice...For telling me what's wrong & right about decisions...
Thank you all...

Hope it goes well

Haiz...
Heart broken for me looking at a couple quarrel...
What is love..??
What makes love long-lasting..??
Ever seen my sis and her b/f quarrel...it makes me sad...
Cause i never seen my sis so happy ever seen this guy came to her life..
When i knew they were quarreling,it made me sad...
To remain a long-lasting relationship,them both have to give and take...
To remain a long-lasting relationship,them both have to know how to sacrifice...
If them both can't do so,there's more to come in future if marriage is occur...

I hope in my bottom of my heart,they will be together...
I hope in my bottom of my heart,my sister will be happy...
Hope everything goes well between them...

Waiting......

I have been waiting for you since the 1st time i knew you...
And now you wanted me to wait for you for how much longer..??
I have my limits...
I'm still human...
Why make me wait so long for you...??
Aren't you torturing me enough..??
I'm in such pain...sometimes I feel disappointed by waiting...
You are the answer for my time....
You are the answer for my future....
Please....Let me know....
I'm waiting for you Aswara.....You are the college that I'm hoping to get into....

Appreciation

Appreciate....
I appreciate what I have now...

I appreciate what my parents gave me...
They gave birth to me...
They gave me a body...a facial...
They pay for my expenses...like schools...dance class...
They will get mad at me for what I have done wrong,for my own good...
Without them,there's no me...

I appreciate my brother & sister..
Thanks to my sister...I'm willing to work hard to aim my goals...
She always support me(in a rough way but i survive)...
My brother...he never say anything to me but i can feel how he supports me in his heart..
Thats good enough for me...

I appreciate my friends...
I appreciate for their support...
I appreciate their help in my academics..
I appreciate their HONESTY in friendship...
Sharing the same hobbies with you guys is great..
Nobody can take the places for you guys in my heart..
Thanks guys...

I appreciate my dance teacher & pals...
I appreciate my teacher for giving patients to teach me...(Karen,my chinese dance teacher & Tricia,my ballet teacher...)
I appreciate my dance pals...
I appreciate Boon Boon...thanks to her I started dancing...
I appreciate Tong Tong...thanks to her support,I'm more confident...
Nevertheless,I appreciate Han Jing...thanks to her,I'm not lost in this world...
Sharing the same aim & goal with her makes me work extra hard to accomplish it...

To everyone i know...
I appreciate what you guys gave me...
And I'll always remember in my heart...

Had a nice supper from somebody...

My very first sweet supper...7th May 2008 was my first supper....
prepared by my house mates....such a sweet guy...
he prepared for us "hong dou sui"...so nice...haha....
maybe to him was just a simple dessert and also easy to prepare...
but to me was something special...a gift...
A gift that i received from some one....
thanks for the dessert...it was delicious and I will appreciate it....

Happy Day...

Hey guys...
Today is a happy day for me...haha...
although is just another boring day started with classes....assignments and others...
At the end of the day it ended with a smiley face... :-)
Whole day of class....is tiring...haha
but ended with a energetic ending...is great...haha

1st May 2008.....HOT day..!!!!

Is already 1st of May...and is a extremely hot day,suffer....
my little fan can't cool me off....
tried to have an afternoon nap,but the hot temperature stopped me from sleeping....T-T
the worst part was,i sweat when i was asleep....my pillow was WET....is not saliva,not pee...is SWEAT..!!!!!!!!!!!!
you guys imagine how hot was it in Petaling Jaya...i got sweat on my t-shirt...huiyo....unbelievable...
no need to go gym or to do any exercise to slim down,just sleep will also slim down....haha....
HOT DAY.....!!!!!

Time...

Time pass by so fast....
A blink of an eye,and i'm 18 years old...
A blink of an eye,and i have become a young lady...
A blink of an eye,and i have become mature in mind...

Time pass by so fast...
Is already 2008...and i'm still here...
catching my dreams...
awaiting my future to bright before me..

One day,i sat at my room...on my hand was my 2001 high school year book...
that time was all of us at 7th grade...look young,innocent and naive...
as i looked one by one,the friends that i known are now mature and older people...
we all change so much...time changes people...
as i went through the year book,tears falling down....
why i cried..??

it was because i thought about my high school life at SMK Chan Wa,Seremban...
i remembered the friends i met,the coolest people that i had ever known in my entire life was my high school friends...how we hung out...what stupid and naive things we do together...how we use to sit together and talk about everything....

other than friends...teachers were also the people i miss...
they thought me to stand strong on my both feet,be more dicipline in society....they gave me knowledge and education that i'm going to use in my future....


List of friends i met at high school (the coolest people i have ever known) :
Swee Jin
Chien Wen
Kent
Min Cen
Mei Shan
Ying Ying
Jia Tar
Yi Perng
Kock Li
Joe
Sook Fen
Chinn Ying
Chinn Yiee
Say Khai
Guan Yi
Jigoku Neko..............................lots lots more....
thanks guys...you guys gave me courage and always support me...thanks for backing me up..
love you guys...

My new blog spot....haha

Hey all....
this is my new and only one blog spot...
i successfully create it despite of the crowded line here...haha
but hey..i made it....weeeeeee......
what make me want to create a blog..??
hrm......is all because of my dear friend Jigoku Neko...
she asked me:"hey Christ...do you have a blog...??"
then i answered:"No...but i do have a friendster blog...although i don't update it often and mostly write shit..."
then she "advertise" a web page to me about blog spots:"try it...is fun...if you are too busy creating it,i'll help you create..."
then little oh me answer:"is ok...i'll create it myself...if i end up with any problems,i'll ask for your help..."
then time pass by little by little....
and now at 27th April 2008....10:24 p.m....i created my own blog spot named Dance Route...MUAHAHAHA...
I hope i can keep on update my blog with my interest and can share it with anyone that's come to my blog to visit....haha.....