What's your new year resolution??
What's my new year resolution??
I haven't thought about it yet...
Maybe hope the best in life...
Be a better person...
Goodbye 2008...
Hello 2009...
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
认错
回来了嘛。。
觉得说错话该认错。。
该不该原谅呢？？
之前受过的伤痕。。
就因为你那句对不起，就应该原谅吗？？
我不知道该这么做决定。。
该狠吗？？
该原谅吗？？
伤口可以一瞬间的不见吗？？
恨可以一瞬间的忘记吗？？
做不做得到也是个问题。。
该不该原谅你？？
认错。。
认错了，有多大不了。。
觉得说错话该认错。。
该不该原谅呢？？
之前受过的伤痕。。
就因为你那句对不起，就应该原谅吗？？
我不知道该这么做决定。。
该狠吗？？
该原谅吗？？
伤口可以一瞬间的不见吗？？
恨可以一瞬间的忘记吗？？
做不做得到也是个问题。。
该不该原谅你？？
认错。。
认错了，有多大不了。。
Saturday, December 13, 2008
I'll think about it????????
Today...13 Dec 2008
A very fucking shit day....shit like hell
A guy ask something from me but then i answered him I'll think about it
and now today i answered him about accepting his favor...instead he answered me back "I'll think about it????"
What the ASS fucking was that...??
Shit ass
I was so fucking pist about it when i heard him answer..
feeling like slapping him in the face....
And now he might think I'm desperate.....
Desperate...??
Me..??
To him..??
not in a million fucking years...
Listen good "you"
I'm taking back what i said to you...
You can forget about it....
Ass Hole....
Go find somebody else to fit those shoes....
A very fucking shit day....shit like hell
A guy ask something from me but then i answered him I'll think about it
and now today i answered him about accepting his favor...instead he answered me back "I'll think about it????"
What the ASS fucking was that...??
Shit ass
I was so fucking pist about it when i heard him answer..
feeling like slapping him in the face....
And now he might think I'm desperate.....
Desperate...??
Me..??
To him..??
not in a million fucking years...
Listen good "you"
I'm taking back what i said to you...
You can forget about it....
Ass Hole....
Go find somebody else to fit those shoes....
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Sooner,later or now??
Soon??
Later??
Now??
When??
Is too early to accept...
Will it be too late??
Or is it now??
So when??
I think never...
But still think can..
Never be now...
Then when??
Asking...
Searching..
Hunting..
The End???
NOTHING....
Later??
Now??
When??
Is too early to accept...
Will it be too late??
Or is it now??
So when??
I think never...
But still think can..
Never be now...
Then when??
Asking...
Searching..
Hunting..
The End???
NOTHING....
Is it true about guys??
21 things girls don't realize about guys
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?..uh...never mind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is Guys rarely say that
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know somethings up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....
2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?..uh...never mind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!
9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.
10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something
12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is Guys rarely say that
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me
14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know somethings up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them
17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it
19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesn't mean he represents ALL of them
20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE
21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life
Friday, November 14, 2008
这样就没了。。
这样就没了。。
明明想说个明白，但却为了面子还是说不要。。
明明喜欢，却要装酷酷的样子。。
明明喜欢，却不敢追求。。
明明喜欢，却不顾一切的伤我和他的心。。
今天（14 NOV 2008)。。
他寄个讯息到我手机去。。
说他很抱歉昨天说了些蠢话。。
他也说他很想与我有个比朋友跟进一步的发展。。
也希望我能原谅他。。
我回复：“原谅了你又这么样？？结果会如何？？我不知道。。我只知道我的心很伤，伤透了。。”
他回复：“我不知道原谅了会有什么结果，我只知道我的心只有你。我和XXX只是口头上的情侣。”
我也回复：“我不知道，我不想要有任何有你的关系在我身边，我们就罢了吧。”
他的最后一句是：“噢，如果那是你要的，我也不会勉强你。对不起，再见。”
那就是我们的最后的对白。。
简单，伤心。。
我们这样就没了。。
真的没了。。
明明想说个明白，但却为了面子还是说不要。。
明明喜欢，却要装酷酷的样子。。
明明喜欢，却不敢追求。。
明明喜欢，却不顾一切的伤我和他的心。。
今天（14 NOV 2008)。。
他寄个讯息到我手机去。。
说他很抱歉昨天说了些蠢话。。
他也说他很想与我有个比朋友跟进一步的发展。。
也希望我能原谅他。。
我回复：“原谅了你又这么样？？结果会如何？？我不知道。。我只知道我的心很伤，伤透了。。”
他回复：“我不知道原谅了会有什么结果，我只知道我的心只有你。我和XXX只是口头上的情侣。”
我也回复：“我不知道，我不想要有任何有你的关系在我身边，我们就罢了吧。”
他的最后一句是：“噢，如果那是你要的，我也不会勉强你。对不起，再见。”
那就是我们的最后的对白。。
简单，伤心。。
我们这样就没了。。
真的没了。。
Thursday, November 13, 2008
就是个小小的代替品
知道了，还装着不知道。。
明明能回避，但选择相信。。
明明能不回应，却选择了回答。。
他，是个普通男生。。
她，是那个普通男生的女友。。
而我，暗恋那个普通男生。。
我和他是在同一个学校，同一个科系，同一个课室的朋友。。
我和他相遇是在我们面对学校同学入选的面试。。
就是那天他“勾引”了我的瞩目。。
也没想到今天会和他是同学呢。。
日子慢慢得过，我们俩也暧昧了起来。。
日子慢慢得过，我们俩感情也深了不少。。
日子慢慢得过，我们俩打算面对我们彼此的感情了。。
直到要面对时，他告诉我一个天大雷劈的事情。。
就是他有女朋友了。。
但却说没了感情。。
我该相信吗？？
直到今晚（13 NOV 2008)。。
我很坦白地问他：“我是不是你女朋友的代替品。”
他也很坦白的告诉我：“是。”
那时候的我的心情是盲目的。。
是一片空白。。
就想死尸一样，没感觉了。。
代替品，能吗？？
代替品，行吗?？
代替品，想得通吗？？
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