Another day in Aswara

Today's class was like..........whoa........
Started with Indian Classic Class....and the new sequence was like a killer......so damn confusing....big blur...????????????????
Then Contemporary Class....our lecturer Steve Goh didn't attend today because he needs to settle something.....Don't know what and don't care.......But to be honest....quite happy for him not coming....maybe somebody would be sad for his absence.....*looking at that somebody......Although that particular person claped his hands while announcing Steve's absence...(duh.......)
But big thanks to my degree seniors(boy and murni=cute couple) had spend time with us practicing the movements....
After that lunch break,I didn't had appetite to eat so i skipped it....(just like that it passed)
Then continue with our zapin class.....BORING....
Then MONGOLIAN CLASS..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was bad....not the dancers but........................we know who......

Today was absolutely tired and mind breaking....
Have to prepare for my preview next monday.....ARH..!!!!!!!!!!!!
My ever first preview FINALS this semester...........SO SOON......

Well wish all my fellow classmate make their preparation well......(me too don't forget)
PEACE OUT.....

Circle of truth

Today...........SAD DAY...........awareness day...........
My class today started with the CIRCLE OF TRUTH where friends give feedback about our presentation in class....technique and attitude.......

WELL....I'm TOP 1 means most of the feedback were base on me....I mean lots of them....wow....how bad am i?

The feedback were (these are the bad once):
1. low in confidence......(hrm.......maybe....something to think about or I'm just really bad)
2. easily brain washed by others...(yup.....because human mouth are damn powerful)
3. safe zone(means I'm too comfortable to what I do..I don't like taking risks..ok..no pain no gain)
4. STOP SHITTING YOUR BOYFRIEND....(sure...........why not???)...case close....

The good once(not much):
1. choreographer meterial...(I have talent to create...hrm...)
2. bust my ass to get the traditional flow/movement......
3. good memory....(human pen-drive)

Well...I'll try my best to get fix the feedback I got....
End of the day..I'm still human......I'm not perfect....
It was hurtful....was worth crying over it so I can realize....
But the most challenging one was the BOYFRIEND part......hrmmmmmmmm
What to do or say??
I'm quite strong in jealousy......(not quite)....well you guys know what I meant.....

Peace Out.....

SIN in duty

I'm a bitch...a bastard...a heartless animal...
WHY I SAID SO..??????
ANSWER: I'M GOING TO ADMIT TO WORLD THAT I HATE ONE OF MY LECTURERS...
There I said it....SO WHAT???

I believe some people will say why not tell it to his/her face?
ANSWER: HELLO...I STILL IN TEND TO GRADUATE....have to be fake....^-^V

I'm sick and tired of him/her just sucking on dick rather than teaching....
ARH.....I can't stand it anymore....
fine...I'll stop here...
My laptop will end up to the wall if i still don't stop.......
Peace out and FUCK YOU ASS HOLE....!!!!!!!!!!!

Pray...

Hey peeps....
a tragic happend yesterday (20th Feb 2011),an accident happend to my dearest friend.
Her name is Nor Ain Afiqa age of 20 this year.....
A pretty kelantanese girl got hit by a car...
There are injuries like broken teeths,wounded chine,broken wrist....
But THANK GOD she is safe....*phew...
She will be shift back to her hometown hospital at Kelantan by her family...
Please friends and bloggers...
Put your hands together and pray for her early recovery....

Love you girl...be strong...

I'm BACK..!!!!!!

Hello friends.....I'm back for all these months or years....hahaha
Total stranger again in blogging....feels weird...typing in stuff...talking to myself when i'm typing......
THIS IS INSANE..!!!!!!
I think I'm more excited than before because I have friends doing the same thing too...
Talking inside their heads while typing......RIGHT?????hahahhahaha
Is like there's a mini ME inside my head talking to me....so sweet.....duh......

brainless ppl

to those people who think this blog is about them...plz slam ur face to the door plz....
slam as hard as u can...if not plz let others kind hearted pll slam for u...plz god do it fast...
i haven't read n updated my blog 4 so long n i forgotten wat i posted on my blog...
so now i read back wat i type...non of the above blogs were about u dude...
seriously....i shud hv told ur gf abt it....
i thank to myself i hv made a wise decision in my life for breaking up with u....
u can really imagine urself how "smart" u were...

to somebody
我不会勉强你，只要你高兴就好。
你是个有天分的女生，别浪费。
我祝你幸福，快乐。
记得要一起拍摄庞克风格哦。

Live to Win...Learn to Lose

Got beaten down...
I loose.....
Feel so useless and so want to DIE....

The feeling of losing
Is so frustrated and it gives you the vibe to kill people whoever you meet....
Is so so hard to accept the facts
Learn to lose...??
But how??

The feeling is so extremely dangerous around me...
I can kill anyone,anytime....
I can crush people's bones like a twig.....

How to learn to loose??
I expect this would happen in my life..
Just is so damn ASS hard to accept the fact that we lose....
The word lose is so cruel and dangerous around people like me.....

O god...
tell me why....